Wasted moments

Hi.

Shit, now you hate me. But really I think you don't understand. I saw you trying to get into it. Really I did, and thanks for trying. But it seems even more awkward when you change. Cos I'm not used to it. It feels weird. So I'm confused, and we've been trying to let you in, cos I know you feel alienated. But how are we to do that when you're.. um, not coming along or stuff like that. I really try to 'let you in', but it's hard. That day, when you became so L & H & singing, wow. Big change, most of our Fs noticed. Even they could'nt really accept that. But they knew you were really really trying. Before that, I alr noticed. I noticed I kinda left you out on stuff I do with other Fs. I dont know why actually. I can't find anything to talk about freely between me and you. When we're alone, it's more awkward. Cos there's loooong silence. So what am I to do? Let you change? It'll be worse. Let you be who you are? You'll be left out. And you say nobody understands? Oh, we all get your message. Loud and clear. Just gotta sort things out. Cos I'm confused of what to do too.

Bye [: