Wasted moments

I dont like this. I dont like this. I dont like this. I really really dont like this!
Life is extremely irregular. And lousy with timing.
It's giving me issues at a critical time like this?
Plus I dunno why I'm being so fxcking paranoid.
A simple comment gets me all worked up. My reactions are just (Y).
Unpolished to the core.

Anyway, I dropped a huge clue.
Good luck eh.

Peace.

Well, things have happened, things passed.
And seriously I think I have stm.
Or maybe I just dont bother thinking back. -_-

Anyway, I need to revise alot on maths.
Is it never too late?

Peace.

I'm a fickle head.
Eh, wait I'm not. Oh kkkkay yeah I am.
Really..? Yeah should be. I think so.
Right?

Do you see what I mean.
It might be a stupid example, but it's the truth.
Ugh. What is wrong with me!

Anyway, sucky things aside..
Congratz Iris. (=
I'm so proud of my partner, heh heh.
She's strong and she'll bite you. ^^

Peace.
Yfce, geram sial.

Ohhhhhhhh this is just great.

When something good happens, there's always a certain disadvantage.
Life doesnt love me, nope.

Peace.
I-o-y-w-o, s. )=

Well not really. I just felt like putting it as a title.

I thought today would be fine.
I thought I wouldnt be able to see you.
At least I wouldnt feel more guilty.
Of course, you had to appear somewhere.

I bet you saw how quick I went into the classroom.
When she told me you looked 'demoralised', I believed her.
Totally lost my mood to study. Or even talk.

Something else came along.
I feel slightly better now.

Peace.

I'm in such an awkward situation.
I cant explain it.
Not now.

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!
I am exhausted, as by exertion; fatigued or sleepy.
Which basically means tired.

It's 8pm and I'm sleepy.
Shit, hope I dont screw my energy for tomorrow.
It's finals.

Peace.
Ps; I really cant be bothered anymore.

Ha ha. Aquila's truly stupid.

Because of my stupidity I dint read the route properly.
And because of that, I slipped. (Or maybe just fell)
Because of that, I'm only top 10.
That's the nicest way I can describe my position.

10th out of 22 people and 10th out of 11 finalists makes me feel lousy.
But I'm not a sore loser alright.
Maybe just a little in denial. Which is perfectly normal for human beings. =)
Again, at least I dint go hysterical.

Congratz to Justin, Isaac, Jonathan, Amy, Hazlin and Iris. (Y)
Now who did I forget to congratulate..? Pfft ok lame.

Peace.

Today was seriously an eventful day.
Lots of new things happened, like falling at the start of a speed route.
*Ehem.

So incredibly I made it to difficulty finals. Tomorrow.
I also messed up my speed climb..
I culdve done so much better.
At least I wasnt hysterical about it.

Congratz to Amy and Jon. (Y)
Eh, tired sial.

Peace.

I'm a human being who's been stretched over so many things.
I'm somebody who's over-kind and I seem to help too much.
I'm a person who gets influenced very easily.
I'm someone who has disappointed many without realising it.
I'm someone who thinks she can handle anything.
I'm someone who gives up.
I'm a person who regrets too late.

I want to vanish off the face of the earth.
I'm gonna start now.

God created liars so there would be a little bitch slapping in this world.
But I've met so many my hands are sore.
They can be really extreme sometimes.

Wow, body's aching like I'm 60 years old.
No offence to anybody who's 60 though.
I just feel old when I stand up and my back really hurts.
But this is what I get for running away from hard work. Lol.

"Who asked you to? You're the one who wants it, so you get it."
- Quoted from my mama. )=

But it's true that I wanted it. I wanted to exert myself.
Cuz my muscles have been dead for a month.. they needed reviving.
And right now, I'm pretty much sure they're alive.
Alive and kicking. Haha.
I'm off to Swissotel today to handle some booth for AYG.
Wont be so bad then.

Peace.

Hellah.

Lemme just remind myself that Tuesday was a horribly draggy day.
I swear I thought school was over when it was 9.45 am.
And then recess was boring.
Dikir kinda sucked too.
But it was the best fun that day I guess.

Today was really exhausting.
Well when cca started of course.
Havnt been running in a month and then today I did..
My leg cramps are so bad. )=
Anyway I'm drained out.

When I want to be close to someone, that's my fucking problem. Get loose.

Peace.