SUPP I'M IKILLYA.

Aquila Deanna Bte Zulkifli. ^^
14 years on a rollercoaster.
Xinmin Secondary School.
ila_deanna@hotmail.com
Rockclimbing & dikir.
I think I'm emotional. But I'm friendly enuff.
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I must thank God.
I need to thank Jon, Mabu, CM, Amy, Kenneth, Iris and Hazlin for helping me in my D&T.
I need to thank Nut for helping me complete my art.
I need to thank Jingying and Kaiwen for lending me their art utensils.
All of you were being seriously patient with me. Owe you guys a lot. =D

I need to thank Mr Yam, for still accepting my way overdue art piece. Thank you!
If it wasnt for his decision, I would have cried in class. The overdued piece was a major part of my CA marks, and so if I dint hand it in I would have failed really badly. Again, thank you thank you thank you.

I need to thank Mr Lee, for probably giving me extra marks to increase my percentage for Maths. And if he didnt, I still need to thank him for passing me! One more, I have to thank him for spending his time teaching the weaker ones in maths (obviously me), after school cuz it really helped me.
Thank you!

I need to thank Cikgu Siti for allowing me to do my art during her class. Thaaank youu!
I need to thank Munirah for not hating me. =D
I need to thank Amy once more for reminding me of who to thank. Lol.
Lastly, I need to thank everybody for not being an asshole today.

I thank my sister for coming home.

Peace. (and thank you)

I am so tired.
I know I'm a last minute worker and so today was my 'Quick get it done!' day.

I had to finish:
1. History journal
2. D&T presentation board
3. Art creative self-potrait
4. Bio digestive system presentation
5. Malay karangan.

I didnt manage to finish all cuz I slept for two hours once I got home. (Y)
My brain is getting dry from thinking too much.
Unfortunately, tomorrow is just another day all over again.
Sometimes I scare myself so much.

Peace.

'With this guilt, I need to try and make it better.'

School was excellent. Haha.

Imeem sucks.
No offence to anybody who doesnt seem to have a problem with it.

Finally I have the original version of Boom Boom Pow. =D
Thanks to myflashfetish.com. (Rubbing it in Imeem's face)
Hah that was stupid.
But does Boom Boom Pow have that weird sound that goes on for awhile near the end?

Anyway.
I woke up in the morning feeling very.. hopeless.
So I decided to text Mabu, who always makes me feel better.
She told me the only thing to do was wait.
I did, and I'm glad I did it. =D
But I know Mabu did something. Again, thank you Mabellyn.
My pep talker.

Now I feel extremely happy.
And I hope nothing spoils my day again.
I need to talk to Mabu!

Peace.
Good guys come last. But they're last because they wait.
And when you wait, you get what you want.
Worked for me.

I lost the bet. Whaaaaaaaaat?
Okay fine, it was something.

When I woke up in the morning I decided I should really just concentrate on my studies.
When I took the bus, I was determined to pay full attention during Maths lesson.
When I walked into school, I promised I would'nt get affected if I saw this particular person.
When I reached school in the morning, it all kinda vanished. Pathetic.

Felt superhero tired.
I managed not to turn to the left, for awhile.
Whaaaaat issssss haaaappeningggg to me.

Anyway, had maths remedial after school. Helped me a lot. =D
Malay oral? I think I sucked. But at least cikgu dint show that I sucked. Lol.
Cm's place.
Home.

Peace.

Cough. Flu. Fever. Headaches. Ropeburn.
Mmhmmm, life sucks today.

I have a bet with Mabellyn. I'm totally going to win it, and she's gonna have to take her shirt off.
Hahaha stupid inside joke.
I was unstable for the whole day. Seriously I knocked into a few people on the way home. Gosh.

Tomorrow's malay oral. Grrrrrreat.
History project is finally done.

Peace.
'Hair is love.' The most ridiculous three words put together in a sentence.
Somebody help.

Happy Birthday Jonathan! (:
Hope it'll at least get 10% easier to win her. Haha.

Today was mundane.
Though lunch was weird.

Imagine someone calling your name. You turn around, right?
Then I saw two people urging me to walk towards them. I took one step they turned their backs to me. I took another they turned back. One more they walked away, but turned back again.
So I walked away. But then they called my name again. Gosh, fickle minded people much.
It ended up with nothing passed between me and them. After a few minutes of back and forth. Thanks to Mabellyn.

I got full marks for my Chinese test. Haha.
I so dont feel like going to school tmr.

Peace.

I feel like talking about Friday.
Ironic isnt it? (:

I spent my 'waiting time' with Nazeha. And I was feeling sad for the same reason I was sad during recess. This only Mabellyn knows. (:
So after CM finished her lesson they decided to eat out of school. I needed to get out of there too so yeah, I followed them.

CCA was so friggin kanina unlucky.
I belayed Fitri. I did my warm-up climb. I waited for the ropes to be set up at one route. I saw a girl who kept looking at Jonathan and Brandon. I watched Brandon lead climb. I watched Jonathan lead climb.

I watched my life pass before my eyes as I unsuccessfully led and successfully fell real badly. I was turned upside down. I stopped just before the ground.
I felt nothing. I felt something. I felt pain. My left thigh. "I have a fucking rope burn."
I went to the toilet and checked on it. Godammit it was huge and gruesome. I could see my flesh and lots of it. The big white scar scared the hell out of me. I went out of the toilet limping. Went back in to put disinfectant on it. Teared a bit. "It fucking hurts alot."

Went back out and everybody asked what in the world happened to me. Some said they heard me scream. "Rope burn. Pain sial." Mr Tay came and told me I still had to run. "You're not serious, right?" He just looked at me with this blank face. I sat on the bench and cried a lot. Mr Tay panicked and sneaked his way out of the scence. Thanks Mr Tay. Seniors tried to cheer me up. Benny got the honour of the first one to make me laugh. "Will you feel insulted if I get you toilet paper?" Lol. I love my team mates. =D

Time for them to run. I dint have to, eventually we found out he was joking. I already knew that, I just wasnt in the mood for dry humour. Thanks Mr Tay.
Spent a lot of time with CM sorting out the ropes. Sorry CM for making you do most of the job. Saw Mr Tay's glasses on the bench. Took it out of pure will to get little revenge. Gave it back soon after. He offered to buy me a drink. No thanks Mr Tay.
I was limping most of the journey home and the rest of my 'go home buddies' were kind enough to slow down, give me seats and help me stand up. Haha. Again, I love my team mates. =D

My rope burn still hurts. Extremely hurts.
But finally this long story comes to an end.

Peace.

Alermakkkkkk.
Yesterday was embarrassing.
Today lagi embarrassing. Oh gosh.

Had a maths test today. No, wait. Gonna flunk the maths test today.
Simple Algebraic Fractions not.

Recess was..
let's just say I laughed very loudly.
And let's just say Mabu was being extremely vocal. Extremely.
What happened seriously shocked me, so I dint know how to react.
Tried to remain expressionless, but couldnt hold my laughter.
Haha reminds me, expressionless is like the total opposite of Mabu's story. Hilarious.

After school my SRR time was delayed due to this malay karangan thing.
I finished it at what, 5. And the place was closing at 6.
So I only had an hour to spend.
But that hour was really filled again, with laughter.
Peng Wai was being a serious retard please.
And I laughed at every single dorky thing someone, ehem, did. Haha.
Mr Lee has a weird laugh.

Well that was my day.
Peace.

Happy Birthday roundface! (:
Love ya kkkkk.

Malay essays have this thing.
They like teenagers to do argumentatives on themselves. For example: 'Teenagers are spending more time with their friends then their family. Discuss.' or 'Teenagers are spending too much time on the Internet. Discuss.' Gosh. And we get the same questions over and over I'm really getting sick of it.

So today I picked a new topic. Something to do with this idiom.
It was a refreshing choice. Not.
I cant find ideas, cant think of a story. Ahhhhhhh great job Aquila. (Y)

Anyway.
Physics test was alright.
Passed my maths test! (:
History test tomorw.
Malay essay due tomorw. But I only have the meaning of the idiom on my paper, period.
I need inspiration asap.

Peace.

Today had a weird ending.

Lessons were bearable. (Is that a word?)
Dikir performance. Gosh, now my fingers hurt more.
Then watched some malay competition thing. Amy got third. *Clap.
She was almost as tall as me too, haha thanks to high heels.

Exited school and saw a big group of people.
I saw people who I dont usually see at that time, so I guessed something happened.
Something really did happen. But it dint affect me much, just a couple of my friends.
I hope you're okay Shafiq. (:

I think the idea of using an umbrella as a weapon to beat someone up is totally awesome. Not.
I think the idea of getting other people to solve your issues is totally excellent. Not.
I think the idea of getting someone who's as much of a coward as you are to solve your issues is even better. Not!
Just something related to today's weird ending.
Lepakd for awhile then headed home.

I cant remember whatever that's happened for the past few days.
So I cant blog bout the past few days. Whatev.
Oh tomorw Good Friday seh.

Wow I am fxking lazy.
Peace.

Well at least Homecoming dint suck.

Class shirt turned out to be cool. Ehem, after some 'minor' editting.
Sold all the cookies! (: And people actually played our pathetic game. Heh.
Stall banner was nice too.

Oh, I got dunked. :B
I was forced tyvm. They pinned me and took off my shoes. I made it kinda difficult cuz I was kicking and screaming. Haha.
The splash was seriously awesome but it hurt. Anyway.

I had a fxking mood swing today.

Peace.

Cause when you're fourteen
and somebody tells you they love you,
you're gonna believe them.
And when you're fourteen
feeling like there's nothing to figure out,
well count to ten, take it in.
This is life before who youre gonna be.
Fourteen.

Cause when you're fourteen
and somebody tells you they love you,
you're gonna believe them.
When you're fourteen and your first kiss
makes your head spin round,
but in your life you'll do greater than dating the boy on the football team.
I didnt know it at fourteen.

Cause when you're fourteen
and somebody tells you they love you,
you're gonna believe them.
And when you're fourteen, dont forget to look before you fall.
I've found that time can heal almost anything,
and you just might find who youre supposed to be.
I didnt know who I was supposed to be,
at fourteen.

Fifteen by Taylor Swift. I just changed the age, if you havent noticed. (:
She always has awesome lyrics.

I fxing suck at playing the goddamn rebana. ):
I get a partially swollen thumb, and I still suck at it.
I almost cried cuz I couldnt do it.
I know everyone was a little pissed, cuz they had to repeatedly clap.
It's difficult learning how to play it right just by watching someone else do it.
And if anyone feels they can definitely progress better than me, please tell.

Peace.