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SUPP I'M IKILLYA.

Aquila Deanna Bte Zulkifli. ^^
14 years on a rollercoaster.
Xinmin Secondary School.
ila_deanna@hotmail.com
Rockclimbing & dikir.
I think I'm emotional. But I'm friendly enuff.
Follow me on twitter.
Or, find me in Fb. I got a long name.

You better talk.
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Wednesday, January 28, 2009
5:28 AM
I found this and amy asked me to do it so yes.

Can you answer 30 Questions about your 1st Featured Friend?

1. What's his/her full name?
Nuramielia Satria Bte Samion. Chehcheh.

2. Does he/she have a gf/bf?
Gfssss yes, bf no dont think so.

3. Do you know a secret about him/her?
You think? Actually, not really cuz everything also know ready. Pssh.

4. Is this person older than you?
Yeah by a few months.

5. Has he/she ever cooked for you?
No, confirm tak sedap sehh. :D

6. When was the last time you thought of him/her?
I don't think of her leh. Very wrong. I already see her too much. ^^

7. Do you have a nickname for each other?
Turtle counted? Ah whatever.

8. How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Oh wow, you really dont wanna know. Haha.

10. Have you seen this person cry?
Lol, yeap! :P

11. How long have you known this person?
A year and still counting.

12. Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
Duh.

13. Have you ever had a sleep with him/her?
The way you put it, no. But overnight at her house, yes.

14. If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
You think?!

15. Have you ever given this person something?
Yes haha.

16. Have you ever done something really stupid with this person?
Again, you really dont wanna know. (:

17. Have you ever made something with this person?
Again like salah you know.

18. Have you fought before?
Errrrr, in some way. Really immature fighting. Haha.

19. Do you know everything about this person?
Well, I think..

20. Person's shoe size?
Oh man, 5 or 6? ><

21. Have you ever worn this person's clothes?
Ehhhhhh nope.

22. Have you ever heard this person sing?
Yeahhhhhhhh.

23. Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
Nope.

24. Have you and this person went clubbing?
Nope. -.-

25. Do you know how to make this person feel happy?
Hahahahaha yes.

26. Do you and this person talk a lot?
Hahahahaha yes.

27. who is his/her crush??
Dunno if it's still the same person or whaaat. Eh amy? Pfft.

28. Has this person yelled at you?
Yeahh many times. She's crazy so maafkan jer. Merepek! Heh.

29. Do you love this person?
Yeah, as a close friend. Noooo we're not lovers.

30. Do you want to be with him/her forever?
Friends for as long as god allows us to be. :D

My day was pretty boring. Meeting with ODAC was zzz, anyway.

K bye.



Monday, January 26, 2009
9:02 AM
1. Amy
2. Nut
3. Mabu
4. Chia Min
5. Yusoff
6. Afifah
7. Athirah
8. Hidayat
9. Akin
10. Lala
11. Cassandra
12. Elaine L.
13. Elaine M.
14. Zhong Wei
15. Jing Yi
16. Maisarah
17. Sofia
18. Eryue
19. Isabel
20. Shu Han

Wow some really random names.
Moving on.

1.How did you meet 14?
{ZhongWei} School. (:

2.What would you do if you never met 10?
{Lala} I would think I was the only one named Aquila in sch.

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated ?
{ShuHan & Akin} Very very wrong please.

4.Did you ever like 19?
{Isabel} Like: yeah. Like like: nooooo dude.

5.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
{Afifah & Sofia} Eheh, not really.

6.Describe 3.
{Mabu} She likes to burst out laughing and she's really really loud. Best.

7.Do you think 8 is attractive?
{Hidayat} Hahahah! Ahah! Gosh. Well he can sing, that's all. Ahahah.

9.Do you know any of 12's family?
{ElaineL}Nope.

10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
{Cass} Freak out? Lol. She's not that kinda girl ok! Haha.

11.What language does 15 speak?
{JingYi} English, Chinese, anything else I'm not sure.

12.Who is 9 going out with?
{Akin} I dno she never tell me. Tapi boleh bebual pe.. hahaha.

13.How old is 16 now?
{Maisarah} 13, 14? Likdat ah.

14.When was the last time you talked to 13?
{ElaineM} Friday. Why? Interested? Alamk lame bdh.

15.Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
{Nut} Haha, I just know she likes Cintaku Dipermainkan. Alot.

16.Would you date 7 ?
{Athirah} Haha this cute girl? I'm straight sadly. Pfft.

17. Is 15 single ?
{Jing Yi} Yes, I think so.

18.What's 10's last name?
{Lala} I dunno! ):

19.Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11 ?
{Cass} Lol, no. I dont know her much. (:

20.What school does 3 go to?
{Mabu} XMS.

21.Where does 6 live?
{Afifah} Hougang. Interested also? Hehhhh.

22.Whats your favourite thing about 5?
{Yusoff} He's totally funny. Tapi.. haha tkpela.

K bye!


6:33 AM
People who think they've done nothing wrong in ther life are stupid. No offence.

Okay. (:
I went to And Mo Kio hospital, then I went to KK hospital. Don't worry I dont hve some serious sickness that no hospital can cure. I went visiting. Heh. First was my ex-ngaji teacher, next was my cousin. Get well soon. Cheh.

Went home and watched tv.
Homework? Tmr ah. Heh heh.

K bye.
I thought whaat.

Sunday, January 25, 2009
4:17 AM
Lazylazylazylazylazylazylazylazylazylazylazylazylazylazy!
Ironic considering how many times I typed the word out. Heh.

Ok so today I bzzzzed around Far East in search of dad's and mim's clothes.
Bought a boyfriend tee for myself. (: I know slow so whaaat! Lol kay..
Mum really shop sehh today. Best. I bought only one shirt, mum bought like 5 tops? Hah must be good mood. Uhh actually that's all. ^^,

There's gonna be an eclipse tmr! Wowowowowow. So excited but I'm not sure if we can actually see the difference. Agghhhhhh cool. There's gna be five eclipses this year. :D

K byezzzzz! -.-
I saw someone who looked like you and I cursed endlessly till I realised it wasnt you.
See how you make my life difficult.

Friday, January 23, 2009
12:52 AM
Felt as if there wasnt any school today. Cuz it went real quick.
Art then malay then performane! (:

'You dont like the way we talk about stuff, we dont even like the way you talk. So sarcastic. And usually I can tolerate that cuz sarcasm is funny, but yours aint one bit. So yeah, just for your information we talk about they way you talk. Conclusion for ya. We cannot but obviously you can. Really fair mannn. Otherwise I'm sorry if I made you feel lost. What a thing to say.'

Anyway. I think dikir performance was, okay lah.
Gonna focus on the rebana now onwards. Ahahahah.
Meeting with ODAC was sleepy but ended fine.

K bye.
I'm chasing after impossible dreams.

I feel like doing a quiz.

Are you the eldest child in the family?
Nope.

If you can decide what you wanna be before birth, what exactly do you wanna be?
Exactly what and who I am now. Got problem? Bleh bebual pe.. (Haha kinkin.)

Do you mind painting your room orange?
No, cuz it's already orange. Kinda. Heh.

Do you own a pet?
Nope.

do you sleep alone in the room?
Nope, I dont dare to. ^^

How many people live in your house now?
3.

Do fight most with your mum or your dad?
Cheychey, err mum.

Is the person your with now choosy?
I'm single bitch! Haah.

Do you do house chores?
When the sky is yellow.

Imagine you were stuck on the lift for few hours, what will you do?
Slap myself for being so dumb. Stuck in a lift thaat long..?

What's the one thing you dislike most?
I dunno, you guess.

Which animal do you least like?
Actually, dogs. They scare me.

Which animal do you most like?
No favourite.


Thursday, January 22, 2009
4:58 AM
HAPPY BIRTDAY NUT!
LOVE YOU LOSER, BETTER LOVE ME BACK.
please no wrong ideas

Haha. Today was fun, well kinda.

Played a double game with Nut and Mabu during PE.
Learned something new during Maths. Obviously.
Dint get to see the XMS's Got Talent thing during recess.
Got seriously confused and sleepy during Chemistry.
Everyone copied my work during Project Work. Heh.
Read my pathetic speech and scored 24/25 for test during Langarts. :D
Had fun during dikir.
Slacked and got dizzy (again) during lepak session @ playground.
I waited zzzzz long for the bus to come.

That was my day. (:
I will be a rebana-ist for dikir competition. Sacrificial ehhh. But good experience anyway.

K bye.
The most regretted return.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009
4:48 AM
I'll be putting the date frm now onwards. So I don't confuse myself. (:

So, went to school, studied. Today was a good day.
Then aft school had dikir, which was fun but torturing to my legs. Heh. Don't ask.
Ate, playground, went home. ):
Oooomgsh my life is getting really boring.

Well, I'm a little too addicted to Superhuman, and I'm gonna have a sore throat soon.
Maybe flu too, or something. Sister's already sick and I don't wanna get sick too. Cuz I dowan miss sch! Heh heh. Take care of myself ahhhh. Cheychey.

K bye laa.
Like it dint even exist.

Sunday, January 18, 2009
2:28 AM
Today's an awfully quiet day.
I'm waiting for tmr cuz there's school. (: Which is obviously not something quiet.

Tv, eat, eat, teeeeeeveeeeeee. That's all I've been doing heh.
And then pull-ups every now and then. But still really lousy. -.-
Ehhh nothing else.

Every once or twice I think about it.
Two seconds later I wanna slap myself.
I'm supposed to forget about it.
Or at least forget why you are such a problem.
I'm not trying hard enough? Or am I even trying..
Well.

Saturday, January 17, 2009
5:50 AM
Because of you I got it so bad.

So basically just one pathetic new playlist for you. (:
That's all. Pretty lazy to blog. Heh heh.

K bye.

Thursday, January 15, 2009
4:55 AM
It's not a bird, not a plane. It's my heart and it's going, gone away.

Well, school was schoolish. -.-
PE was fun cuz we played badminton. (: The rest of the day was a woooosh.
I think it was during lunch or something when someone said: "Aquila sucks."
Heh, only amy knows who I think. So random hello, why dint you just say "I suck."? That would have been more true. Pssh whatever. Oh during lunch we played a little game too. Between me, Amy and Nut. Hahah, Amy won I guess. I should'nt tell you what the game was about.

Dikir after school. I can play the rebana. ^^
Revised steps for performance, then off to a couple of playgrounds and got myself real dizzy. And Hidayat you bitch you can sing so frigging well! Go join Xinmin's Got Talent laa. Heh heh. Or I'll sign you up myself. Plus I include a pole so you can do your stuff. Hahaha eew.

K that's all. (:

Wednesday, January 14, 2009
6:00 AM
Today's the 14th of January. Okay heh.

I could'nt wait for after school. (: Cca selection was fun yay.
At least I made friends with juniors, good start.
Those in my group were all pretty good especially the malay girl. Haha. Not being biased.
I was pretty pumped. Being friendly and goofing around.

After the selection was over I climbed! Finally I know. Mr Tay dint let me step on tiles halfway while I was climbing, and it was really tiring cuz it was my first time climbing after a month. But it was fun. Went home, blaaaaaaaah.

Can't blog no more bout today. Mum's nagging.

Monday, January 12, 2009
2:50 AM
Hey moron. (:
Sorry, I'm a little senget today. No not a little, alot. Okay.

School was fun. Because today was one of those days me and my friends would be really crazy and laugh at nothing. So yeap it was fun. Haha. Eh omgsh omgsh! I got nothing else to talk about.
Oh wait, there's one: Amielia was..Idunnohowtosay today. So gile but she claimed it was cuz of me. Like oi what did I do? Haha k fine I was being kukoo too but obviously not as much as her. She looked drunk. Hahaha. Overdose of laughter equals drunk look I guess. ^^

Aft sch played the swings again. Different locations everytime. As long as there's swings it doesnt matter which playground. I can only do one pathetic pull up lah grrrrr! ):

Survey lah ooo-kay.
When was the last time you went out?
Just, to school. Big whoop? Not really.

What was the recent thing you bought for yourself?
Umm bubble tea. -.-

When was the last time you went to the theatre?
Bout 5 weeks ago? Whtev.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
Bubble tea. Heh problem?

Are you in love?
I Heart (question mark) (:
What do you think of DJs?
Cool?

What is the one thing you hate so much?
The fact that I have STM but I cant forget this one simple thing.

Who is the one person you dont wanna meet at all?
I dunno. But I do wanna meet Obama. Heh random.

Your current relationship status?
Single.

Who was the last one to send you a comment?
Yusoff the kiri kanan blakang depan guy.

What's the latest movie you watched?
The Day The Eart Stood Still.

What will you do if a guy buys you roses?
Say: Huh? Me? Uhh okay..thanks. And then wake up cuz that's a dream dude.

If a guy asks you out on a date now?
Later can? I very malas now. Haha. I'd say no probably.

How are you feeling currently?
Hyper? Malas? Bored? The usual.

What do you feel like doing?
Laughing.

Is your phone close to you?
Yes. Need measurement..?

Look at your recent calls, who was your last call from?
Home. Wahhhh.

Bet you're missing someone now?
Bleagh.

What do you want to be when you're older?
Journalist. Haha cheychey.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping..

Are you listening to music right now?
Nope, but hey thks for reminding.

Do you get along with girls?
I think?

Do you like surprises?
Depends.

What are your plans for tomorrow?
School, and then I'm sworn to secrecy for what's gonna happen aft sch.

Do you crack your knuckles?
Nope.

What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
Talking crap with Amy. (:

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Nope.

What are you wearing?
Best question sehh! -.- Clothes.

Whats on your mind right now?
How to answer this question.

When is your birthday?
9 August.

Do you think you're old?
Uh no. I'm 13.. 13 13 13 13! Okay? Heh.

What are you looking forward to in the next month?
Cca. :B

When is the last time you talked to number 1 on your own friends list?
I got a number 1? Oh. I guess today and just.

Do you think anyone in general out there loves you?
I hope so.

Where's the last place you went with friends?
Playground heh heh.

Do you smile often?
Uh haha I think.

If you were being chased by an alligator, what would you do?
I really have no clue.

Is there anyone that you wish was out of your life?
Nope.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
Yupp cuz I was lking forward to sch.

Are you in a good mood?
Now? I guess.

Happiest moments of 2008 so far?
You said momentssss, so long list lazy type.

Do you have a best friend?
Best friendssss.

K bye.
I just hate how you can do that to my head.

Saturday, January 10, 2009
5:38 AM
I got an 'I Heart ?' written on the back of my hand. Well cuz I dont Heart anyone. Whatever.

Had no plans for the day actually. But someone obviously had to change it.
So I went out with Nut. And I thought only with Nut, but no. Mabu, CM, Wei Sian and Jerron were there too. Heh. Nut dint really need me eh. Amk Hub, arghhhh. Met them at the arcade and there was this guy showing off. Kinda like he goes there, show off his skills, and he wins only satisfaction but if he's lucky, a girl too. Nah he wasnt lucky today. Haha.

Then ate at Nebo. Played Urban Legends, kinda fun but the game's sadistic. Really. Somehow after that Nut, CM and I felt childish so to the swings we walked! (: It was all fun until mum nagged on the phone for me to make my way home. Bleagh.

I think about you less.
Which is good, yeah?

Thursday, January 8, 2009
11:41 PM
Right now I guess I can relate to any stupid song.

Anyway, school was a breeze. Art was fun cuz Mr Yam is funny. Heh. Like funny comes with being a rock climber. Ok self compliment much. (: Malay is getting less worse for me every day. Maths? I think I'm improving. Haha cheh cheh!

Aft school was boring. Then finally could 'shortlist' those who had the potential to join XRC. Lots of girls yay. Hopefully at least 5 of them will join. Saw yayat and the rest so lepak for awhile then I felt sad so I went home. Once you see the word home you know I'm stopping.


3:15 AM
I CAN'T FORGET YOU. :):

Thank god I dint do anything dumb and confessed or something. Haha.
O-kay. I hate it when things like this happen. Actually, it never happened before.
Wow, congratulations to you. Whatever.

I'm now 156 cm tall. (:
I'm now pissed at someone.
I'm now.. wondering if that's me.
I'm now realising what a bitch I am.
I'm now trying to forget about ____.
I'm now, very confused.

I totally screwed the diagnostic test! Of course, who asked me to fall asleep so early and go to school unprepared, thinking of what to write only during recess. Wonderful. I'm guessing I flunked it. Everyone was prepared when I was thinking on my feet. Bleagh. After school was so sesat. Lol, dint know where to go so went to Mabu's house. Played the swings before that. (: It was massive fun yoo, and Amy is still scared of 'leaving her heart up there.' Haha, if you get it you get it.

Bye.
This is how it goes, I forget you and I move on. But no.
I see you I get butterflies, I don't, I seem to search for you.
Pathetic.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009
2:59 AM
Wow today orientation thing sucked. Prepare speech so semangat, ending up just saying your ideas. Talk and talk and talk, yet nobody seems interested in joining Rock Climbing. We only have 11 people man. Dissapointed luh, cuz of 2 reasons. Haha only amy knows the second one. (:

Cca shirt's cool. Video for booth was cool. Amy, Brandon and Jonathan were all cool. Dude, rock climbing's cool. Hah. O-kay whatever. That's all. Diagnostic test here I come.

I can't resist to look.

Monday, January 5, 2009
5:12 AM
Sorry.

Really, I've been too lazy to post. Haha. There's nothing to talk about.
School's okay. Teachers are, thank god, nice. Even the ones we dint expect to be.
Homework's kinda wow. English or history man? You get it only if you get it. (:

The best part is I can talk to Nut and Mabu and Amy quite easily which is duh cool.
Okay nothing..
I hope you and you will try to be friends again. No hard feelings please? Heh.

What if I dint want to forget about him, and the songs just confirm I'm in denial?
Gasp.

Friday, January 2, 2009
2:40 AM
31st Decmeber
I was only waiting for one thing. The countdown party that night. Heh. It was funfunfunfunfun.
I got pictures but lazy put here. Go see friendster, rajin2 ok. I'll upload vids here though. At the end of this post. So yeah, lots of people that night, scream-singing, dancing. Me? Oh I was scared of the sight. Kidding, I joined in the scream-sing but I cant dance so heck. Haha. Slept the minute I reached th room. (: Oh packed my luggage too. ):


1st January
Woke up early and got ready to leave. ):
I was secretly trying to control my tears. Heh, went to the toilet and then cried. K weird.
Flew back to Singapore @ 11.30. Used com then went out again to fetch older sis at the airport. Then, awkward moment. Could'nt sleep cos sch next day. ^^

2nd January
Got up early for school! (:
Mabu and Nut screamed my name to the whole world. Haha. Few minutes later Amy screamed her voice to the world. Lol. I was feeling miserable cos my name was in a different class. But they told me just line up at 204, who cares anyway. ^^ So I did and thank god nobody came to find me. the new sec 1s all look so smart like uhhh. All so short, haha k no offence. Cute what, some. In class could sit anywhere thanks to Mr Lee, our new form teacher. Sat next to duh, Amy and Nut and Mabu. Chia Min sat behind us and she kept 'levelling up' and 'bonusing' me and Amy. Hah. Painful. I got revenge by annoying her in the hall. Nyahaha. "Walao Chia Min, you join Art. So effing dangerous lah art. Scarier than rock climbing know..can control the pencil not?" >:)
Stepped on Nut's shoe. Ate at kfc after sch. Then had to rush home cuz mom lost her keys. -.-

I can't work this thing to upload my vids, damn. Ah well next time.
Bye. (:

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