SUPP I'M IKILLYA.

Aquila Deanna Bte Zulkifli. ^^
14 years on a rollercoaster.
Xinmin Secondary School.
ila_deanna@hotmail.com
Rockclimbing & dikir.
I think I'm emotional. But I'm friendly enuff.
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Amieliaaa: Haha. Thanks for saying that XRC will always be there. Feel kinda better likdat. Heh.

NUTT!: Ohhh gosh I'm so scared of Nut! Hey you know if you're gonna even try to knock my head or whatever you said I'll just hit you back and you know that. Hahaha. :D I won't live in Sarawak, not now. Maybe after sec sch or somth. -.-

Went climbing in the morning at Fairy Caves. There was only one route available at the not-so-experienced-climbers wall. So that had to be my warm-up wall right, bad thing: it was a 6b route. (!!!) Climbed it three times pump ready sia. Then stopped cos still kinda sick. Then went for abseiling. :D Fun but my leg got caught on the way down and it was friggin painful. Deep cut. The nap in the car was aweessommee. Haha.

Oh then went to buy new shoes. :D Was gonna buy converse but the everlast slip-ons caught my eyes. Gahah. Bought a pair of off-white ones. Kay bye.

Tag replies:

Amieliaaaa: I'm often online close to midnight or around 9+. I need to talk to you lah walaooo. Hahah.

Nut: Miss you toooo! ):

Mabu: Omgawd mabu, like hello too. Eheh. -.-

Alamak. XRC's teamwork is getting better and I'm friggin not there! >:(
Wonder what I'd feel like when I come back. Most probably alienated and stuff. Grr.
I read amy's blog bout cca and I feel so..small. Damn. I havnt been running as much as they have. I'm nowhere close. And it's stupid cos I'm sick and I can't do much excercise.

At least I'm climbing tmr. I swear I will climb for as long as I'm there. Really.
I miss climbing. I miss the team. I miss amy & nut. I miss Singapore dammit!
I'll probably be the weakest climber/runner/teammate.
The problem with attaching yourself to something you really love is that you never wanna leave it. And when you're trying to, you just can't.

I'm thinking, maybe I should just come and live here in Sarawak.
I would'nt have to worry bout XRC, bout how they're bonding without me.
Would'nt have to worry bout being terribly left out.
Would'nt have to worry bout being the worst in the team.
God it's as if cca's my whole life.
Then again, I would'nt want to live Singapore, because I'm too attached to everything there.
Everything.
I don't wanna let Nut suffer without me there anyway. ^^ I aint mean.

Ps Amy, the group pics we took @ KL, realise most of them I'm standing next to or near ___.
I dint even know that. Gahah. Dumb. I feel stupid when I look at it.
Oh and, it keeps coming and going. You know what I'm talking bout.
Guess I'm not really over it. Haiyooooo. Hahah.

Kay bye. I miss specs. D:

Woooaaaaahhhh. -wipes cob webs away from post section and tagboard-
Gosh, havnt been posting. :D

Okay lemme just give you updates kay. Like important ones.

1) Finally went swimming. Chinese guy kept following and wolf whistling. Weirdo.
2) Ran at the gym. (was lazy but forced myself heh)
3) Oooh lost specs in the sea. I was helping a friend when big wave came whooosh and I totally went under the water.
4) Ate dinner at a cool restaurant.
5) Take me back to Singapore. ): Half of me at least.
6) ____ asked for a ______ ______.
7) I already made myself a promise but 6's confusing me. Bleagh.
8) I effing miss Nut and Amy! ):
9) Amy, he's outta sight and outta my mind! Yay haha. (You know who, my mission.)
10)I'm waking up at 12am or 1pm nowadays. Well I sleep late. :P
11) Lots of pictures! Awesome I know.

There you go. Bye. :D

Helloooooooooo. (:

Sorry I've not been posting, bleagh lazy + dint get to use comp.
I dint get to use th comp for 5 days cos.. I went to KL with XRC! :D :D
Heh, it was friggin fun yeahyeahyeah. I don't have th pics now cos I'm @ Sarawak and yeah..
Amy does, go her blog and check out the details.
I can't remember what we did exactly for th five days.
But we climbed, bowled, shopped, ate and laughed mostly. Nyahahha.
Damn I miss those five days.
Ahh gotta go. Well bye. (:

Hello Hello Hello Hello.

Where did I stop? Kay Friday.
So let Saturday's story begin.

Madr exam paper 2.
Okay lah, easier then the first one. That's because I studied for this one heh heh. ^^
Then Nut came over. Went to Bugis with sis and her to find stuff for my KL trip. :D
Wanted to go to Sentosa but dint have time. Bleagh.

Today's boring so blah. I have nothing to write about.
CCA tmr. Yes but no at the same time. Whatever.
Kay that's all. Crap I need school.
Bye.
How do we say goodbye?
Do we laugh or do we cry?

7 more days 7 more days 7 more days 7 more days! [:
7 more days to KL trip with CCA mates. Nyahahahha.

Excited. Can't wait to climb the natural rocks and fall then climb then fall wooohoo. Heheh.
And when you fall, you fall great heights lagi! Shiok.
Okay whatever bout that for now. (7 more days!) Ahah.

Today started out funny, unlike yesterday.
Went to Nut's house and cooked instant noodles.
Cracked an egg and it spilled all over her kitchen floor. Heh.
She laughed so hard then she said: 'Damn I should have taped that.'
Kay then met CM and off to Yishun.

Amy's glasses kept slipping. She looked like a grandmother everytime it did.
Haha, so now she's... my nenek. (:
Kay blablabla.
Bye.

Today started like crap.
There was this old guy who wanted to kenal2 with me.
Eeeeeeeeegggghhhhh.
You will never know how traumatising that was.
Think he does'nt have a mirror at home.
Bet he does'nt even have a home. Anyway.
Hope I don't see that face again.

Was late for dikir.
Why do I even bother going anyway? I mean, I'm not performing.
And I don't really like the karut part.
I have my reasons.
Alamk boring lah, youtube here I come. (:
Bye.

Today's gonna be a long post! (:
Cos I've been tagged by Mabu to do 100 questions.
Nyahaha, since I'm bored bear with me. Thanks.

A. Ppl who have been tagged must write their answers in their blogs.
B. Tag 8 ppl to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
These ppl must state who they are tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C. Continue this game by sending it to 8 other ppl.

1] What have you been doin recently?
Wake up, bathe, tv, comp, eat, tv, comp, sleep, oh yes and breathe mainly.

2] Do you ever turn yr cell phone off?
Yeah at night. Why turn on your phone when your sleeping? Pfft.

3] What happened at 10am today?
That was when Oprah finished and I had to move my butt to sch. (:

4] When did you last cry?
Umm, got lah. I can't remember so sssh.

5] Believe in fate/destiny?
I'm not sure right now. Oh wait yeah I do.

6] What do you want in yr life now?
Stuff to do. -.-

7] Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up yr hood?
Carry an umbrella, sometimes. Sometimes I have nothing and just walk in the rain.

8] Whats yr favourite thing to have on yr bed?
My dark pink pillow. (: I cannot sleep at all without it.

9] What bottoms are you wearing now?
Shorts.

10] Whats the nicest thing in yr inbox?
(Checking..)
'Ila, if i ever hurt your feelings, im so sorry =}' Hadi.

11] Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Sometimes I think I'm messing up th relationship, so yes.

12] Are you wearing anything borrowed frm someone?
Nope.

13] What was the last movie you caught?
HSM3 heh heh.

14] What are you proud of?
Myself, cos I come through all the crap life gives. (: (Cheychey)
Oh and friends. Cos they go through the crap with me.

15] What does yr oldest text msg in yr inbox says?
'Eh , kao nyer degree braper ?' Yusoff lol.

16] What was the last song you sang out loud?
Right Here, Right Now. Heh.

17] Do you have any nicknames?
Ila and pantat. Idk bout this one, but I get bitch alot. Haha. In a friendly way.

18] What does yr last receive text msg says?
'Ntng. I otw hme.' Sister.

19] What time did you go to bed last nite?
11? I think.

20] Are you currently happy?
I guess. My guesses are always off key.

21] Who gives you the best advice?
Fiqar godbro. (:

22] Do you eat whipped cream straight frm the can?
Once.

23] Who did you talk on the phone last nite?
My momma.

24] Is something bugging you now?
Oh yupp yupp yupp.

25] What/who was the last person to make you laugh?
Nut. Lol. See still laughing.

26] Do you wear toe socks?
Nope, it makes toes look weird to me.

27] Who was the last person you missed a call frm?
My sister. (I miss her calls most of the time anyway)

28] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Duh. Whatever.

29] What annoys you most in a person?
When they irritate you too much.

30] Do you have a crush on someone?
Yupp.

31] Have you ever done cocaine?
Yes. No.

32] What is the colour of yr room?
Yellow. It's a nice yellow okay.

33] Would you kill someone you hate for a billion bucks?
No you loser.

34] Do you believe in the saying,’Talk is cheap’?
Maybe.

35] Who was the last person to lie in yr bed?
Me. (You disgust me loser)

36] Who was the last person to hug you?
Aqillah! (:

37] Did you see the last person you kissed recently?
Nope. I know sad, right?

38] Do you have a life?
I do you don't, loser. ^^

39] Have you ever thought someone died, when they didnt?
Yep, pretty much.

40] What is the reason behind yr profile song?
The lyrics mean something to me.

41] Who was the last person you saw in yr dreams?
My brain has'nt stay awake when I'm sleeping for a long time.

42] Last time you smiled?
Just now.

43] Have you changed this year?
I think.

44] What are you listening to rite now?
The fan. (No it's not a song loser)

45] Are you talking to someone while doing this?
Nope.

46] Do you walk with your eyes closed or open?
Mostly open. I close them too. Well I have to blink ya know.

47] Is there a quote you live by?
Lemme think. Ah I got nothing.

48] Do you want someone you can never have?
Don't know if I still.

49] Have you ever played an instrument?
Guitar.

50] What was the worst idea you’ve had this week?
"I should change my name, something glamorous. Then I'll save enough money to get a plane and live in Hollywood. And, of course become famous some day. Should I bring my clothes there or bring an empty suitcase and buy clothes from there? Hmm, hey Zac Efron, here I come!"
Hahahahahahahhaa, yeah that. I was so dumb.

51] What were you doin last nite at 11pm?
Turning off the tv.

52] Are you happy with your love life rite now?
No love life, so yeah happy lah. (:

53] What song best describes yr love life?
How Will I Know- Keke Palmer.

54] Does the person noe you like him/her?
Nopee.

55] Who always makes you laugh?
My younger sister, errr me, err oh brownie. Haha.

56] Do you speak other languages other than english?
Malay. Why jealous? (:

57] Favourite websites?
Imeem, blogspot, friendster. Not fav but usuals.

58] Whats yr middle name?
Deanna.

60] What do you think you are like?
Mabu thinks she's beyond stupid. Haha nice one Mabu I agree. Joking.
I'm cartoony. Bleagh?

61] Who will you choose to die with?
Not answering heh.

62] Where have you been today?
School.

63] What game do you play often?
Slapping.

64] Who are you missing now?
Dunno.

65] If you had to choose between your fren or your lover which will you choose?
My friend.

66] What are you doing right now?
This, loser.

67] Which primary school are you from?
Anderson Primary.

68] Name 3 colours that you like?
Purple, grey, dunno lah dunno.

69] What emotion do you like to show?
Goofyism.

70] What is yr life to you?
Whatever happens, happens.

71] If you have something bothering you what will you do?
Kill it.

72] Who did you last chat on msn today?
Nabil the fag who sucks on the thumb he always shows. (:

73] Who do you admire the most?
Umm, everyone who can tahan my nonsense.

74] Which month were you born in?
August.

75] How are you feeling right now?
A little pissed.

76] What is the time now?
9.07 pm.

77] What kind of person do you think of the one who tagged you?
Loud. (:

78] What colour did you use to dye yr hair?
Dint dye it.

79] Why are you doing this test?
Alamk I dunno either.

80] What do you do when you are moody?
Sit and keep quiet.

81] At which age do you wish to get married?
Dunno.

82] Who is more important to you?
My parents, cos if not I would'nt exist.

83] If today was the last day of your life what would you do?
Ahhhhh cry.

84] Who is the person you trust the most?
Me.

85] Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.

86] If you had a dream come true wat would it be?
Starring in a show haha.

87] What is your goal for this year? (As of Jan 09 then)
Stay single.

88] Do you believe in eternity love?
Dunno.

89] What feeling do you love the most?
Being alive.

90] Do you think its Global Warming now?
Duh.

91] What feeling do you hate the most?
Rejection.

92] You like doing quizzes?
Haha sometimes.

93] Do you believe in God?
Yepp.

94] Who cares for you the most?
I don't know. Eheh.

95] What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Everything haha.

96] What will you bring when you fight?
My words.

97] What have you regretted doing your whole life?
Long story.

98] What would you do if nobody cared for you?
Ouch, I would'nt know.

99] What would you do if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?
Slap, kick ass, smile, walk away. (:

100] How do you feel now?
Blank.

Kay la bye.
Irritating people suck.

Aloooooooooooooo.

Madr exam sucked. Eheh.
I dint study so yeah, think I'll fail. Whatever.

Aft madr rushed to Pasir Ris Park. :D
(Climb On! Competition)
Rock climbing, of course. Shiok bdh.
This is how it goes:
There's diff walls with three diff routes.
The harder the route, the higher the points.
So if you complete more routes, you get more points.
And that's how you win, highest point wins duh.

I came late of course rahhh, but I still took part.
So when I just started Amy & CM were already top 10.
But I caught up fast cos our competitors were younger than us.
Women Under 12.
Nyahaha, they count your age as of 1 Jan 08.
So yeah, in the end I got second place, Amy first and CM fourth.
CM was thisclosetogetting third. Haha.
Ooh cool quote by Jonathan: "I realise everytime I come close to winning, I lose."
Lol he was just sad he got fourth in the end when he was third all the way.
Someone stole my free t-shirt! ):<
And my whole goody bag to be exact. The idiot only left me with the bag.
Ah well.
That was my Saturday.