SUPP I'M IKILLYA.

Aquila Deanna Bte Zulkifli. ^^
14 years on a rollercoaster.
Xinmin Secondary School.
ila_deanna@hotmail.com
Rockclimbing & dikir.
I think I'm emotional. But I'm friendly enuff.
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I feel so worked up.

There's so many things going on this month. It's driving me cookies. :/
I dont get maths nowadays, and what's worse there's a test coming soon.

Feels like Homecoming's gonna suck this year.
Feels like my health is becoming worse.
Feels like time's getting shorter.
Feels like I'm gonna leave Singapore next year.
Feels like I'm changing.

Plus there's this warning stuck in my head.
It goes: 'You better do well for your eoy exams, cuz if not you're going to Sarawak.'
Shitz, life is just unfair.

Peace.

Sports Day was fun.

I woke up wishing I dint have to run, like my name would suddenly disappear from the list.
Obviously why would that just happen. Anyway I was running 3 events, 400m, 4 x100, 8 x50.
I got 5th for 400m. There were 8 people so I guess it's not that pathetic. ^^
3rd for 4 x100, 2nd for 8 x50. (:

After 400m I experienced my first leg cramps. Hahaha. Gosh it was painful.
I also experienced massive sweating. Heh? Cuda got 2nd overall.
'Ate the playground' and went home.
Dont mind the lame joke.

Peace.
Dang, I really shouldnt feel like this.

Happy belated birthday mimi.
Happy birthday Ziying sc.
Love ya both! (:

Right, sorry I've not been updating. Not that anyone cares.
Things have been a little rough.
But I have no idea why I'm posting, cuz it's not like I can remember what happened.
Nothing significant I think.

Oh, Mr Lee rearranged seats today. Tzuning is gone! Yay, haha.
Plus now I'll have to make friends with <<<.
Pfft, you get it if you get it.

Peace.
Oh, I said you could?

I dunno, today was just not up to my expectations. :/

The good thing is I got great marks for English assignments. (:
Not so good thing is I lost my mood halfway during lessons.
I was feeling extremely restless. Or maybe that's just how I feel now.
Mum nagged at me once I reached home.
Oh before that I lost this thing that was part of my phone, some small cover. So I fixed it up with tape .__.

Guess I've been down on luck lately.

At least another great thing is how I got 5th for Boulderactive. Well not really great, but heck.
Kapowe! ... Nah that's not working either.

Peace.

Adam Lambert! (who sings like wooh) Megan Corkrey! (who has a unique voice) Danny Gokey! (who is just plain epic) Scott MacIntyre!
(who is blind but plays the piano perfectly)Anoop Desai!
(who is.. well I dunno, I just like him)And the rest of the idols, who are just as brilliant. Aaghh! Peace.

Hi.

Langarts was the best lesson today, probably for the whole week. Who cares bout Friday.
Mr Tan's acting skills is (Y), seriously awesome. (:

So here's what I'm talking bout.
He stepped into the class and got extremely mad. We've never seen him this fierce.
He continued lashing and lashing and once he called my name.
I got so scared, but he just asked me (okay instructed me) to stand properly. See how he was being so precise bout everything. Mr Tan was talking bout how it was gonna be 'hell for 204' after March holidays, cuz someone in class copied a whole essay for this assignment. Imagine your scariest teacher, times two. After long silence..
he asked Lin Rui: 'What do you think of my acting skills?'
And the whole class really went like: 'What the hell?!' Haha, 204 was already effing scared so we were relieved he was acting. Psshh.

It all sounds crappy here. It's the kind of situation where you have to be there to know how it felt like.

Mum, Dad and Mimi coming home today! (:

Peace.

Mixed Up - Miley Cyrus.
How come everything turns out leaving me with more doubts?
I feel like I'm upside down.
And I don't wanna be here.

I go right, shoulda gone left.
And I say things I should of not said.
Look at me in this big mess, I don't wanna be here.

Everything I do is making me more confused.
Oh it used to be easy, all I had to be was me.
Now I'm mixed up.

Everywhere I go is somewhere that I don't know.
I'm hoping that I'm dreaming cuz im sick of this feeling.
I'm mixed up.

Somebody help me.

Peace.

I'm still aching from yesterday's race.
It hurts when I cough, again. :/

Nut came over today. Planned to do work but I guess we sidetracked. Haha.
Then decided to follow her and Denise to Hwa Chong Institution for this model airplane thing.
It was pretty awesome watching them manouver the planes. Really neat tricks too.
But it got boring once they repeated them, on different models.

Denise is the nicest new friend I've had! (:

Ate @ Macs. So now I owe:
CM 15 dollars.
Nut 5/6 dollars.
Thanks for helping me through my temporary crisis. Well I hope it is.

After Macs we explored Island Creamery.
Awesomeawesomeawesome place. You can even borrow a guitar while you're eating there.
Went home with Nut cracking lame jokes like always.

Peace.

Heatz today.

What kind of teacher laughs at you? A very child-like teacher ehem. Heh.
So I was @ Serangoon Stadium to run my event, which was forced tyvm. 1.5 km.
I was last at the start, and the second round too. So Mr Tay laughed at me. :/
I secretly asked him to ssssshhhhhut up.

Then, from the 12th person I ran past quite a few and became 6th. (^^,)
Cuz 'Aquila's power turn on' or 'Her animal (cat-dog) instincts came back.' Haha.
See how supportive my friends are.
And that's my position. Not bad for someone who dint wanna run in the first place eh.
I cudve done better but oh well.

Then spent some time with CM and Elaine.
Reached home and slept cuz I was really kaput.

Madrasah was fine, except for that sudden outburst. Hahaha.

Peace.

School was short today. I like.
Cca was fun today. Lagi like.
Tomorrow requires me to wake up early. I dont like.
Tomorrow requires me to run. Lagi dont like.
Sure fine whatever.

The journey home from Yishun will now be less kecoh every Friday.
No more CM/Yellow being so loud cuz she cant hear herself, and Fitri/Black coming up with ultra lame jokes. It only happens on Wednesdays.
Fridays I have to go home with very hungry people. Haha. Seriously very hungry.
The way they attacked that bag of chips, scary.

Anyway.
You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift is one song I can relate to, alot.
Have you ever thought, just maybe, you belong with me?

Peace.

Olympic Education was painful.
Played a few games of floorball and my lip got smacked by the stick. Yes, and it hurt so bad I teared. I felt kinda pissed so I started hitting the ball with my stick really hard.
Then I scored. (^^,) So I dint feel that pathetic.

Mr Lee went slower through the lesson today, which was awesome cuz I finally understood that thing called maths. The other few lessons were too typical, I wont elaborate.

Went to Mabu's house only to find out the weird opinions Mabu and Nut have. I learned to play some simple song on the piano. It's a really addictive tune but I could'nt get it right until the 25th time I tried? Yeah, my fingers are so not flexible.

I've become more confused today.

Peace.

Gosh, eyes are about to shut.

I'm tired despite the fact that 1/2 of training was spent confessing stuff and playing Truth or Dare. I'm sad, I dont know why. I'm awfully quiet, cuz some people just really piss me off.
But mostly I'm confused with many different thoughts rushing through my head.

Drama was the best lesson in school today.
Physics was great.
Recess was a little entertaining. (Thanks to a few weird people)
Music is always teaching me new stuff.
And history was all teacher talk.

Thanks to the bitch I'm totally not in the mood right now.
Or as CM says it: 'I'm so off lah, just now so on.'

Peace.