SUPP I'M IKILLYA.

Aquila Deanna Bte Zulkifli. ^^
14 years on a rollercoaster.
Xinmin Secondary School.
ila_deanna@hotmail.com
Rockclimbing & dikir.
I think I'm emotional. But I'm friendly enuff.
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Amieliaaaa: I'm often online close to midnight or around 9+. I need to talk to you lah walaooo. Hahah.

Nut: Miss you toooo! ):

Mabu: Omgawd mabu, like hello too. Eheh. -.-

Alamak. XRC's teamwork is getting better and I'm friggin not there! >:(
Wonder what I'd feel like when I come back. Most probably alienated and stuff. Grr.
I read amy's blog bout cca and I feel so..small. Damn. I havnt been running as much as they have. I'm nowhere close. And it's stupid cos I'm sick and I can't do much excercise.

At least I'm climbing tmr. I swear I will climb for as long as I'm there. Really.
I miss climbing. I miss the team. I miss amy & nut. I miss Singapore dammit!
I'll probably be the weakest climber/runner/teammate.
The problem with attaching yourself to something you really love is that you never wanna leave it. And when you're trying to, you just can't.

I'm thinking, maybe I should just come and live here in Sarawak.
I would'nt have to worry bout XRC, bout how they're bonding without me.
Would'nt have to worry bout being terribly left out.
Would'nt have to worry bout being the worst in the team.
God it's as if cca's my whole life.
Then again, I would'nt want to live Singapore, because I'm too attached to everything there.
Everything.
I don't wanna let Nut suffer without me there anyway. ^^ I aint mean.

Ps Amy, the group pics we took @ KL, realise most of them I'm standing next to or near ___.
I dint even know that. Gahah. Dumb. I feel stupid when I look at it.
Oh and, it keeps coming and going. You know what I'm talking bout.
Guess I'm not really over it. Haiyooooo. Hahah.

Kay bye. I miss specs. D: