SUPP I'M IKILLYA.

Aquila Deanna Bte Zulkifli. ^^
14 years on a rollercoaster.
Xinmin Secondary School.
ila_deanna@hotmail.com
Rockclimbing & dikir.
I think I'm emotional. But I'm friendly enuff.
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Tsk, what's wrong with me.

I'm not happy when I should be.
I'm scared when I shudnt be.
I'm not listening to people giving advice.
I think of the negative.
I cant sleep peacefully.
I sit up for hours thnking of the consequences.
I want it to happen.
I dont want it to happen.
It doesnt occur to me that it might not happen at all.
I wonder if he's afraid too.

I imagine the scene in my head over and over.
I imagine saying no.
I imagine what he'd do if I said no.
I imagine saying yes.
I imagine what he'd do if I said yes.
I imagine regretting in the future.
I imagine him regretting.
I imagine long distance when I leave.
I say to myself: 'Long distance relationships never work.'
I imagine so many things.

I think of writing a book when everything happens.
I think of writing a book when nothing happens.
I realise I'm being melodramatic.
Over emotional bitcho.

Tsk, what's wrong with me.

Peace.